Had such a bad bad day yesterday because I got pissed off at my professor and then felt like shit because how will knowing how red blood cells look under a microscope benefit me in any way??? That and almost everything I'm learning now. These little things just keep adding up so every few days I go back to my room and think and think and think and ask myself why life isn't perfect here. I keep telling myself to do more of what I like but I don't even know what I like sadface. Why must the future be so scary
but today (as in now today at 5am) I ordered christmas presents for my friends back home and I feel so happy now hehehehe. I've been spending way too much on food and other useless things but ahh oh wellzZZ.
there really is joy in giving